Monday, May 18, 2009
these days are the worst and also the great days.
i'm feeling that life always has two sides and those two can't get along.
so what to do?
have you ever feel that the story of a movie or song seems alike your own life?.
well, i have.
and it's happening now.not this once,i have felt it before.it just happened again.
i saw the movie just now on hbo.it reminds me of the dilemma (is that word too much?) that i kinda have.
i wish i can live like in a movie where doing everything is just so easy.you have someone that tell you what to do and scripts in your hand that guide you to the correct line and blocking.and if you doing something wrong,you always can cut it and do it again.
i wish i can learn from mistakes and try not to do it again and again.i wish i can know what i have to do without any doubt.i wish i can have a happily ever after just like in fairytales.
i'm not good at choosing because i can't choose right now.
i'm not good at managing because i can't manage myself right now.
if i can't do it for myself then how can i do it for others?.
and now before i can finally choose,i have lost my chance.
& .silly lyvii. signed off @ 7:41 PM
